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Thursday, September 20, 2012 // back to top?
Everything is so fucking fucking fuuucckkkiiingggg irritating and frustrating. Like, what does it means that I have to change course after I've been through a semester? But at the same time I have to take 2 courses in order to be able to go into Gaming Diploma and stay here at the mean time???
I took gaming course and just then the teachers told me that I'm enrolling into the class that isn't supposed to be for international student. Excuse me? What takes you so long to figure that out? I've made a lot of assignments done and you're telling me I have to start all over again from 0 and have no rewards from the assignments I've made? I get only marks and I won't get any qualification that I've attended Gaming course : Certificate IV, WHICH IS SO RIDICULOUS LIKE SHIT.
I don't understand why EVERYTHING I DO with my best capabilities will never get rewarded?? I have to catch up with 1 semester of work for the Digital Media course and do you think that's easy? At the same time I have to stay in the Gaming course because the head office told me that if I do, I can get into the Diploma course without needing me to have the certificate. It's like, a privilege since I have become the victim of their fault.
But what makes me pissed even more, is that I have tried to settle the problem since weeks ago! My CoE hasn't been proceed, I kept asking them about it but they told me that the college in Padstow still having a problem in processing me out from the college. I sit here, waiting stupidly without noticing that it'll all come to this. Once my CoE was about to be proceed, the person in charge asked about what course am I attending because it's NOT LISTED IN INTERNATIONAL STUDENT'S CLASS. There! That's the beginning how they JUST KNEW that they put me into the wrong class. I felt as if I was being thrown from a fucking high cliff and crashed into some sharp edges as I stumbled falling onto the sea. The International Student service told me to discuss with my head office to figure out what should I do about it.
AND THIS IS THE PART THAT I HATE THE MOST. It took me about fucking a month to contact this arrogant person. I knocked on his office, I emailed him, I called him but he didn't reply to any of my call! He told me that he was sick, when we finally met, BUT AT LEAST REPLY TO MY EMAIL SO I CAN UNDERSTAND AND REDUCE MY ANXIETY FUCK YOU
I finally manage to meet him this week and he told me to get into the new course, like, RIGHT NOW and when I stayed there looking all stupid when actually I was having a worse time to deal with my shock, he said to me 'Well, that's life'
oh yea right fuck you for saying that.
He was so terribly rude!! I came to his office to discuss about this matter but then he used the phone to call the other teacher AND TALKED ABOUT ANOTHER SHITTY IRRELEVANT MATTER!! and he just laughed there talking and talking as I stared at him in disbelief how rude he actually is!! I came to the college when I don't have any schedule and he ignored me in a 'soft' way. I was like DUDE, WE HAVEN'T FINISH DEALING WITH MY PROBLEM OKAY?
I am so unhappy right now. I feel like flipping everything around me ajdklajslkajdlsa why must everything around me crash me into pieces all over and over again everytime I just managed to pick myself up and think that I'm gonna do well this time????
It's like, FUCK YOU LIFE
I don't understandddd!!! I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE THIS IS SO UTTERLY SHITTY
and don't tell me that i'm quite lucky rather than any other people, THAT'S NOT THE WAY IT IS. ME and THOSE-UNLUCKY-PEOPLE you're talking about aren't the same!
HI LIFE. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME NOW???