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Vengeful.
Sunday, February 5, 2012 // back to top?
We have to fear human's mind the most. I have to agree with that since I am actually kinda scared of my own mind. Since I-forget-when, I always have this vengeful mind whenever i hate someone. I tend to hurt them in my head; i punch them, kick them, throw them things, stab them and might even kill them. That way i can feel a lot better than to attack them in real life. Sometimes i'm scared that i might let it happen in real life; what i always think of. I was thinking that i might kill someone with my own hand one day.
I always,
always, hate my dad's friends. For me they are truly bastards. Somehow i kinda can tell someone's character from their face and the way they talk. From what i see, i hate them, a lot. They once made my dad gone worse and it's just... something that i think i will revenge for, one day. Lately, my hatred to them has gone even bigger since i have Choa. Whenever they come for a visit, they always come for Choa first but i have this feeling, that i can't actually really describe, that their action is just... bothering.
One day i'd like to kill them, either physically or mentally. I want them to get hurt. oh well whatever how immature it is, i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them.