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Monday, October 3, 2011 // back to top?
I shall blog this before i forget about it.
For about a month, i dreamed about Onew randomly but somehow his presence in my dream kinda helped me to feel better during the day. So, well, i'd like to put a record of the plots in my dreams.
#1
The setting took place in some sort of small town, yea, a town, but somehow i like it; it has houses and natures equally. Then there's this green field besides a red-brick house. I laid myself down on the grasses and then suddenly Onew came and looked at me, kinda asked what was i doing. I was then answered that i was looking at the clouds.
The red-brick house had this long stairs besides it, Onew then climbed it and i can see him clearly from my view. He stopped before the top and he looked at the sky, amazed. 'That's true, the sky looks so beautiful today.' He said and smiled at me. I could see some kites flying in the sky as well. Such a clear blue sky, fluffy clouds, colorful kites, Onew's smile. I gotta admit... that's one of the most beautiful scene i've ever seen.
#2
I was going into the bus from school, i was going with Onew. Somehow, Onew was my boyfriend. The bus was so packed, but as it stops in the station, everyone leaved until there are so many spaces left. There were this old western couple in the bus. Usually, people will take empty spot that is kinda far from strangers, right? But instead, Onew sat besides this old man and put his big bag (idk, it was from a festival or sth) besides him. Since there's no seat left near him, i sat next to the bag and faced right to the head of the bus; while Onew faced to the side of the bus.
Onew then realized. He took his big bag and put it on his lap. I was like, 'no, it's okay! you bag is so packed, you can just put it there!' Then he shook his head and smiled. He poked the seat besides him and said, 'Sit here!'
I can't help it but giggled and i moved to his side. He looked a bit overwhelmed by his belongings, but it seems that he was so happy when i decided to move to his side.
#3
There's this kind of 'fear-factor' game i had together with SHINee or whatsoever (but i can only rmb Onew n Jonghyun). We were in a firetruck and we have to go on the top of the firetruck while the truck is moving. I was kinda in a bad mood and i tried to act as if i'm happy; kinda forcing myself.
Then i got to the top of the firetruck first and i made it. I waited for Onew and i helped him by pulling his hand to get him safely to the top. Onew was wearing the firefighter's red uniform (but without the helmet). He was kinda slipped but glad that he didn't fall. But somehow the way he slipped is kinda funny so i giggled. He then fell (but still on the top of the firetruck) onto some sort of a hole? but not exactly a hole. ugh. can't really describe what's in my dream. Then suddenly a bundle of papers hit him on the face and the papers scattered everywhere. Believe me, the expression he made was so epic funny! i laughed so hard looking at his face, and, yea, i didn't realize that i was laughing all along without needing myself to force a laughter.
The part that makes me go
THUMP THUMP! is when Onew realized that i can finally laughed like that, and he smiled at me as if his stare was saying 'glad that you can finally laugh.' I was a bit overwhelmed and awkward so that i tried to look away from his stare. i hugged my feet and buried my face since i was way too shocked + shy.
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dream log is just so fun =w= <3 Oh! one more thing, tho it's Onew-unrelated dream, i still feel that this was a unique experience of dreaming that i ever had.
I dreamed that i was some sort of drowning. I can sure see that i was in a swimming pool tho. I drowned myself into the water and somehow i can breath, but sometimes i tried to held my breath. I can feel the weight of the water and how my body floats inside the water. Moreover, the sound of the water bubbles were so effin clear in my ears. I can really hear em. Then slowly i raised up onto the surface and as the water dripped down from my skin, i woke up. It's as if the water is 'dream' and going onto the surface is 'waking up'. It really was real. Even when i woke up, my body took quite some time to be able to 'feel' again. in which means, i was kinda numb back then when i'm dreaming.
I think it's cool! unique in some way (:
okay then. dream log is done.!