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F i n d m e

Xindi. ( Art is my life ) twenty twelve nineteen ninety three.
I believe in fairy tales and dreams. I believe they're meant to be true in my life..

Dealing with My Ghost.
Thursday, September 8, 2011 // back to top?

So, finally we're reaching the day for my friend to depart to America \:
I went to her house to sent her off; it was kinda sad... i wasn't crying, but somehow i feel like, there's a hollow in me? I can't really explain. I wish her luck for her studies, and i'm gonna miss her for sure )':

Question for myself: When is it going to be my turn to move on? The song I'm Moving On by Rascal Flatts is somehow stuck in my head for the whole day. The song kinda speaks to me and i have no idea how to respond to that song. I have this mixture of anger, sadness, confusion, pressures inside of me (and for sure it won't ended up as a 'tasty dish' in the end); it really is bitter.

;alkda;dka;dka;dka;dkad;aka;dka;ldkad;lakl;dka;dkad;sa <-- is probably the best way to express how i feel right now.

I reconsidered that my improvement in art is kinda slow. Why the heck did i 'wasted' my time years ago? omg fuck liifeeeee. sigh.

the way i talk doesn't make sense anymore. gotta... move on sleep.

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