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Sunday, July 31, 2011 // back to top?
I had such an epic dream last night; that when i woke up i feel like crying for real. Somehow i want it to come true tho i never assume that i 'love' him in real life...
So here's the story of a guy i met before in the mall w my mom. Let's call this boy Sleeve (don't ask me why i call him this xD it has special meaning LOL!) He suddenly kinda messaged me that for all this time he had a feeling that he liked me. Then we somehow met accidentally at a mall (idk where) and when he saw me, he suddenly walked towards me and grabbed my hand, dragged me out from my fam/friends. He then asked for my answer. Ugh. i can feel the way he held my hand awkwardly '-' Then i confessed to him that i liked him as well. He was like, so happy when he got that positive reply.
Okay, so it was like a cut scene coz the other part goes that somehow i was at Singapore with my whole family (even my grandparents). My mom asked me to get a machine thingy near the hotel and i went there w my friends. Sleeve then messaged me whether if we could meet. To make it short, we met at this point when i took that machine thingy. My friend suddenly said that they're going to go somewhere else as they giggled at me. I was like, so awkwarrrdd! But then he took that machine n brought that machine for me. I told him it'd be better if we go back to the hotel first to give this to my mom before we go somewhere else. I didn't realized that he held my hand as well. As we wait at the crossroad, i just realized that he held my hand for so long alr, n i was like 'w-what? wait, what??' and he laughed (
adklakala;kdaskdak;) he even said some sweet things (that i will never write here coz i found it awkward~~) abt my reaction.
I can really feel the way he held my hands .__. when my hand was wet i can feel it as well too. Well then, we arrived at the hotel and i gave the machine to mom. Somehow my whole fam were at the lobby (but it feels like gathering in a living room comfortably). I can be myself when i'm with him, i talked to my fam like usual. But then i can see that he was kinda bored, so i asked my mom that i'll go with him for a while. Surprisingly, my mom n dad allowed me to go without asking whether if he's my bf or not. It was drizzling outside, so i asked mom if she got any umbrella w her (coz Sleeve didn't have one). She has 2 umbrellas but somehow they were toooo smaalllll ==;; In the end Sleeve told me we can buy when we saw some on the street and mom agreed.
The stories that came after were that i dated him for some times. The one that i rmb was that we went to a place and suddenly a small monkey 'bullied' Sleeve and i lol'd because it was so sudden and funny. Sleeve laughed too and ughhh.... (
can't deny that i was smiling while typing this) it's just that i love it when i see him laughing. Then the other one... we played some kind of tennis or sth. We wore yellow t-shirt and it was a short game, yet fun (:
Oh we called each other whenever we arrived at home. He's the one who called me first. Guess i was abt to talk for real irl coz i found it soooo harrddd to let my voice out o____o;;
Idk what more to say. Those were the main points in my dreams hahas! I was abt to cry when i woke up. I woke up 3 times and quickly shut my eyes again before i assume that it was ONLY a dream. Miraculously the dream continued tho. But the 4th time i woke up i really understand that it was only a dream.
It's kinda funny how i never say i love him, but i pay attention to him whenever i saw him at school before. It wasn't something like special feeling, but since he often came to my dream, my feeling kinda changed. And i think it's funny if the reason for me to love him is becoz he's close to me in my dreams. The things he did in my dreams were so real, so
him.
grrr.. such a 'weird' thing to talk abt in the noon... but then. i can't deny that i wish this dream would come true (':