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Tuesday, April 26, 2011 // back to top?
I disappoint too many people. I always lost the perfect timing to make others happy.
Why is that? idek.
I know rn i'm a 'new' person but... it happened twice (or more) for this week alr. So, if you're wondering why do i prefer solitude, this is one of the reasons why. I hate disappointing others and i hate putting down people's expectation. It's not that i'm afraid to get hurt; instead i'm afraid that i might hurt THEM.
well, but, anw, i rlly prefer solitude rather than crowded place. i mean, sometimes i prefer to stay at home alone having my personal time rather than going out w a friend/friends. Sometimes i also prefer going somewhere alone w/o anyone else to accompany me. NOTE THIS, i'm
NOT anti-social. it's just i can find ways to relax and comfort by being alone.
okay, so... what more can i say? i disappoint other and when they are hurt, i feel hurt too. sigh. God, i beg You to accompany them rather than me. It's okay to neglect me, i know i'm at fault anyway. I'm totally fine to get hurt (: but please don't let the world hurt em, God.