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Xindi. ( Art is my life ) twenty twelve nineteen ninety three.
I believe in fairy tales and dreams. I believe they're meant to be true in my life..

Day 5.
Sunday, December 19, 2010 // back to top?

Pick a song that projects the same mood as your day or week and explain.

I guess it’s going to be I’ll Try by Jonathan Brooke, which is an OST of Peter Pan. Well, basically I didn’t stop believing. I believe in such thing as faith, trust and pixie dust. Different is, I’m growing up; and I can hardly holding on for these miraculous imaginative things which I bet most of you think it’s way too childish. I've been thinking about this for the whole week; about growing up, changes in life and so on. Anyway, I read this quote by this week:

“But I’m warning you! Once you’re grown up, you can’t come back.” – Peter Pan

And I feel like tearing down when I saw this. I hate growing up. Same thing goes when I watched Narnia. Peter, Susan, Edmund and Lucy are growing up; once they’re grown up, they can’t go back to Narnia. Believe me I even cried when they’re at the farewell. I really really hate by what is called growing up (honestly) but I don’t want anyone to judge me for something I believe.

“My whole world is changing, now I don’t know where to turn. I can’t leave you waiting, but I can’t stay and watch this city burn.”

I’m going to be 17 tomorrow and I feel screwed up. People say that being 17 years old is when you’ve turned completely into teenagers. Get over with fantasies! You’re living in a real world! I hate those words people keep on telling me.

I like it how the lyric in the song: “I’m too old to believe all these childish stories; there’s no such thing as faith and trust and pixie dust”

Changed into: “I can finally see it, now that I have to believe all these precious stories; all the world is made of faith and trust and pixie dust” in the end. It builds up my hope.

Is it okay to be forever a child at heart?

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