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あたしには あなただけよ...
テレビに映っていた場所は(青空がきれいだった)Xindi. ( Art is my life ) twenty twelve nineteen ninety three.
今でも何処かにあって(早く 見つけてほしい)
涙こらえながら
現実に迷いながら
探しているの 次のドアを・・・
F i n d m e
Where have you been spending your time lately? Three/Five/Ten years ago would you have expected to be there?
Lately I’ve spent my time staying at… home? LOL! I’ve spent lots and lots of my time sitting in front of my desk and computer, tumblr-ing, twitter-ing, youtube-ing and so on.
Well, three years from now; which mean that I’ve done with my art study, I will come back to this place (for sure, it’s my home anyway) but I don’t think I’ll expect it to be there. Five and ten years from now on, I hope I can get some suitable jobs for me, I’ll try to live on my own and if possible, stay somewhere outside of this country. My families hope that I’ll go back home after I got a job, but deep inside I wish I can live in a place where I feel like ‘this is where I belong’, sth like that.
But I won’t neglect my family, of course. They’re my home but there got to be a place where I belong besides family. Get what I meant?
So probably I might be here three/five/ten years from now but I won’t expect to stay here, like, forever.