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F i n d m e

Xindi. ( Art is my life ) twenty twelve nineteen ninety three.
I believe in fairy tales and dreams. I believe they're meant to be true in my life..

Wishes back then.
Sunday, October 31, 2010 // back to top?

Since i was in elementary school, i wanted to have my ideal highschool life. Like:

1. Going to school together w friends. Running together when we were late, walking slowly when we go way too early, waking each other when the alarm fail to wake us up...


2. Having my own band, practicing like.. after school, during weekends, having short vacations together somewhere, practicing, having fun..


3. Hanging out not only to the mall, various places like festivals, playing fireworks together, bbq-ing, spending most of the holidays together, eating ice cream, playing childish games, having our secret place. sth like that.

4. Making our time capsule. Writing letters to ourselves for the future, saving it inside a box together, and promising a date in few years ahead when we can open this time capsule back, together.

Hahas! it's literally like this. i'm not sure whether it's appropriate for me to say these points rn.

sth missing here.
Saturday, October 30, 2010 // back to top?



Miraculous NOTES ♥
Friday, October 29, 2010 // back to top?

edit.
leave it over night and it has reached 1,640 notes o_____o

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OH.MY.GOD
it keeps increasing!! i mean, look here OAO

193 NOTES!!! IN FEW MINUTES RIGHT AFTER I POSTED IT!!
omg i never got the notes for this much OAO i mean, omg... it keeps increasing!!
the time i'm posting this, it's 197, within 1 minute! OAO
*rub my eyes* awww ;____;

this is the original picture:
anddd guess it doesn't move here =.= blogger u suck. here's the link CLICK HERE!

the moment i'm clicking publish post, it reached 201 posts alr ~ *evil laugh*

Labels: random stuff

i APPROVE.
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No, Jong, THIS (on the left) is a BIG NO NO.
I'm sorry but you and Shin Sekyung doesn't seems to be 'right'. She doesn't look good as ur girlfriend =.=

and NO i'm NOT Shin Sekyung's hater. it's just that i don't approve. i RESPECT but i'd like to see you better with your highschool friend.

I haven't know much about Shin Sekyung but LOOK! Soojin is far more cute ): she can play piano too! Soojin! Why don't you TAKE Jong away? )':
well, i APPROVE. so, Soojin, GET HIM D':



see? far way better right? ikr?? lol!
and tho, i smell sth suspicious from SM. it seems like SM is trying to made up the script for this drama.
there are some reasons why i said so:

1. The pictures were WAY TOO CLEAR. it was taken at night yet you can still see their pics clearly
2. it was taken from LOTS OF ANGLES. okay, hiring photographers, SM?
3. No rumour and BOOM! BREAKING NEWS! this is ain't a joke okay =.=
4. They didn't even try to disguise. Come on! Shin Sekyung and Kim Jonghyun are top artists! at least they will disguise w glasses or hat when they hang out!!

idk. IF Jong's relationship is real then CONGRATULATION. You're still my bias tho so you should be proud to have someone like me, HAH! >D
but IF SM Ent is trying to cheat on us and made up this drama, then I'M SO GONNA SLAP YOU ON THE FACE!
Thank you so much SM, our hearts aren't toys that you can play with HAHAHAH~

Soojin, i'm on your side. (If you're on Jong's side too).

well.... oke la, i APPROVE JongKyung, but i SHIP JongKey :D *evil grin* ♥♥♥

Labels: jonghyun, opinion

My Bday Wish List! ♥
Wednesday, October 27, 2010 // back to top?

EDIT idek why am i feeling guilty after making this wishlist. =__= /xindiisnotamused

My bday is on 20th of December~ Please note! ㅋㅋㅋ~
Here is my Bday Wish List to make u easier in giving me the gifts? (: ㅎㅎㅎ!
There might be some links provided to make it clear in knowing the gifts ^^ whenever you see PINK color, CLICK! (: so if you're unsure, click click click!

자, 시작해용~ ♥

• Meet 종/Jong personally ㅋㅋㅋ~ ( i want him so bad, rlly ): )
  

• Go to SHINee Concert (18-19 December in Seoul)

• Pocky Bday cake!

• Classic Camera (Duaflex) [Image]

• Cute Korean stuffs (accessories, stamps, stickers, etc) i dun want the ordinary ): sth unique! [Image] [Image] [Image]

• Dinosaur hat (Just like what Jong wore!) (bottom, 4th from the left pic) [Image]

• Cute eyeglasses with big lenses if possible [Image] [Image]

• Music box! Cute songs please!

• Lovely/ Cute iPod/NDS cases (No Doraemon, Hello Kitty, Mickey thingy please~) [Image] [Image] [Image]

• Snowdrop in a pot.

• Pixie dust! (google it in case you don't understand) (i guess it's sth like this-->) [Image] [Image]

• Mexicana Chicken (with SHINee pic on the box) [Image]

• LOOOTTTSSS of floating balloons if possible with this color (Ok, this might be easy)

• Another PS1 / PS2.

• Official SHINee goods (the one that i haven't have) [Image soon]

• Unique/ cute headset (PS: I dun like this type, i prefer this type)

• Some T-Shirt / clothes / accessories that one of SHINee wears [Image] [Image] [Image] [Image the bracelet with different color] [Image
  

• Animal pajamas (tiger if possible) [Image][Image][Image]

• A bouquet of watermelon/ soda/ etc lollipop.

• Cake / cookie with SHINee emoticons : ＾▽＾ and ㅎㅅㅎ and `ㅂ´ and ㅍ_ㅍ and ^^;;

• Polaroid albums (the cute one!) [Image]

• Star projector [Image] (I don't want a CLEAR FORMED stars like ★, i want EXACTLY like what the pic has small stars without specific forms of stars. Get what i mean? No? ASK)
  

• Water balloon fight (.__.) ㅋㅋㅋㅋ~

• Sporty casual shoes (with jeans motif if possible) [Image][Image (blue one)][Image]
  

• Casual backpack the simple one yet nice/cute. Made of cotton, no leather.
  

• Polaroid bag [Image]
  

I don't want:

• Frames (Have loads of it alr ): )
• Ordinary boring dolls / plushies
• Statues/ small useless decorations
• Books (If i don't like it, it might end up not being read)

For Web people:

• Drawing of me or SHINee
• A Fanfic of me with my bias(es)
• Song that u cover ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
• Edits
• Well, or only greeting ^^;;

i might add some in the future. lololol! ask? click 체팅 / Chat w Me! on my homepage and ASK! (; ♥

updated! 30/10/10 Adding pictures
updated! 1/11/10 Adding pictures
updated! 12/11/10 Adding pictures + Adding details in STAR PROJECTOR section
updated! 22/11/10 Adding pictures + details in CASUAL BACKPACK section


Brand New (:
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So i'm deleting my previous entries, and here goes everything BRAND NEW (:

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